April 22, 2019, was the hardest day of my life.
Because that night, I almost died, or came back from the dead, or what, I don't know. The only thing that is certain is that I survived and am still grateful for my life.
(in the early morning of the 23rd, St. George's Hospital. )
After calming down, looking back on the whole process, always feel that it is a trap from beginning to end, but some details do not understand.
Here's the story.
On the evening of the 21st, find the rental information online and contact the landlord at 10:30 the next morning. The next day, I got up early in the downtown youth brigade and took my two bags to the Hurstville district for 40 minutes. I didn't know it was a Chinese area until I got there. I didn't like it. But, Anyway, I'm only going to stay for two weeks.
The landlord looks like a 30-year-old Guangdong Fujian Hong Kong girl. Eloquent, quick-thinking, from time to time deliberately and unwittingly show their rich PR identity superiority.
There is nothing unusual about it. In addition to the more than 10:00 the night before, she also said that there were two empty rooms. When I wanted to stay in room A that morning, she said that room A had been booked, so I had to live in room B, which smelled so bad and had a strange pattern.
The whole house has four rooms, a man and a woman have a room, a kitchen, a dining room and a small backyard, in which the grass is in a mess, it is estimated that it has not been repaired for a long time.
There are two password doors in my room. One door is facing the gate and the other is facing the dining room. The mildew is very heavy, must have not lived for a long time, the window feels very difficult to open, must have not opened for a long time, there is only one mattress on the bed. There are two old wardrobes and a table on both sides of the bed. There is a mirror on a wardrobe.
From 2015 to the present, I haven't slept in a serious bed. )
I never pick a place to sleep. The price is cheap and the rain is not leaking. When he decided to stay in and talk to the landlord in the dining room, the boy in room C came out. He came out in front of us, and then he walked to the kitchen with no expression on his face. At that moment, I thought this boy was a little weird, but I didn't think much about it. I thought it was that kind of nerd student, because, The landlord said he was a graduate student.
At that time, I said to the landlord, "Why don't you say hello to this boy?"
The landlord said, "that's what he is."
In order to do a good job of relationship, I took the initiative to go to the kitchen and the boys and girls inside to say hello, met. After that, I went back to my room to pack my things.
(two bags with de)
Strange to say, the night before, in the Youth Brigade, feeling like a cold, suddenly uncomfortable, coupled with the twists and turns a few days ago, I fell asleep.
It was almost 12:00, the two doors in the room were open, and when I was not asleep, I felt someone closing my room to the door of the dining room.
I woke up at 6: 00 p. M. Feel a little more comfortable, especially hungry. Then I went to the supermarket and the door of the room was habitually unclosed. I bought a lot of things, including apples, and ate a bowl of noodles at a Xinjiang restaurant on my way home. I never finished eating a lot of food.
It is estimated that it will be more than eight o'clock when we get home. After putting things on the refrigerator and table in the dining room, I went back to bed with apples and a small box of coffee and milk to watch the movie. My room is closed to the door and to the door of the dining room.
It wasn't long before the boy came back, because the door of my room was facing the door, so as soon as he entered the door, he could see my bed directly, and then I nodded and smiled to him, and he was still the expressionless face of the morning. Without looking at me, he turned into the hallway.
It wasn't long before I heard someone knock on my door, but three times on the bell, and then I seemed to hear "AIDS". I didn't care much. I went on watching my movie.
Coffee milk did not finish, ate an apple, suddenly, I began to twitch.
My body kept trembling, my hands holding my chest, curled up there twitching and quivering, during which I still remember myself muttering, "shit, what's wrong with me?"
I don't know how long I twitched, and I fainted.
When I wake up, I don't know where I am. Out of a lot of sweat, the whole body wet, but also thought that they peed their pants, pants guard clothes are wet through. Especially head pain, especially dizzy, stomachache and distension, but also quite big, as if pregnant. Want to sit up, do not have the strength to get up at all, the whole body can not move, I lie in bed, try hard to think oneself where? Why are you lying there? But I can't remember anything.
Oddly enough, what appeared in my head was the camera in the movie "turning the Mountain", the camera of the parents, the scene of the movie "I am the Legend", and the only one I have ever seen in the horror film "panic in the Old House."
Film: I am a legend. )
In short, the brain is very confused, especially messy. Want to know what time, touched the cell phone, looked at: 22:39.
Looking at the phone deformed, but also murmured: "Why did the phone break."
In fact, the mobile phone is not broken, then I know, because the hands at that time swollen, touch everything deformed, plus the eyes are not good, look at everything is deformed, and slow motion.
After a few minutes of struggle in bed, I put my whole body's strength to sit up.
Huh? Why is the door opposite my room open, too?
At that time, I still didn't know where I was. It was not until I stood up slowly that I suddenly remembered where I was, how I came from, and how I had just twitched after eating the apple.
After standing up, I saw myself in the mirror, which was vague and could not see my face clearly. Then, I found myself as unstable as drunk, unable to walk straight, dizzy, big sweat had to flow down, very powerless, all over the body did not have any strength.?
In fact, by that time, I was already conscious. But still foolishly standing on the ground for a few seconds, do not know what is going on?
For a moment, it suddenly seemed as if I had been killed.
All kinds of scenes flashed in my head: meeting the expressionless boy, knocking on the door of the room, and the strange sound of AIDS. . . . . I was so scared that I quickly went to close the door and the door in the room.
I stayed for a few seconds, and in those seconds, I was really scared. That was the second I was most afraid of so far in my life.
A few seconds later, I felt as if the whole thing was not that simple, and I realized that both doors in my room were password locks, meaning that people outside could come in at any time. I looked at the door of the dining room, and the more I looked at it, the more scared I became. I didn't know how many people would break in at any time behind the door.
I decided to run out.
I put the computer in my bag like a financial fan and quietly opened the door and door of the room. Then he used all his strength to run forward and shouted for help as he ran.
Think back to that moment before you know. How powerful is the instinctive desire to survive when people die and die! At that time, I couldn't even stand still and had no strength at all, but after I left the door, I instinctively had to run as hard as I could!
The street is a little dark, with house on both sides. I ran and shouted in the middle of the road. The opposite car stopped in front of me every time. I thought they were going to save me every time, but every time I approached, they drove away.
Especially funny. I remember, when one of the cars stopped, I looked inside to see if it was a zombie. I don't know why. At that time, my mind was full of scenes from "I am Legend", as if the people around me were zombies or demons.
No car stopped to save me. I also tried to drive my own car parked by the side of the road, but the doors were locked and couldn't open.
I don't know what to do? I don't know where to run?
All of a sudden, there was a white bar at the end of the road. I don't know why, at that time, my subconscious, it was the Chinese who tried to hurt me. So, I think if I can run to that white man's bar, I'll be saved!
It's more than a kilometer from my place to the bar. I run, run.
In the middle of running, all of a sudden, seven people came out of my left and right to chase me. Three on one side and four on the other, one of them in red.
Because I think people are slow motion, always feel their hands are always raised, like zombies. At the time, I thought they were zombies!
I'm running harder! And he said, ``Don't let the zombie touch me, and I'm done. '' When I'm done, I go on running, especially funny, screaming, ``Is this a movie? Isn't that a movie? ''
That night, I thought the people around me were zombies. )
In front of the bar is a road, some of which are outdoor, separated by a large fence. Of course, the bar is bright.
When I ran to the bar, I collapsed by the fence. In fact, I knelt on one knee, holding the fence with one hand, gasping for breath and dripping down the sweat beads.
I had no strength at the time. I don't even have the strength to open my eyes. I don't have the strength to talk. He just knelt on the ground with his eyes closed and gasped.
There is a detail that is interesting.
When I ran to the bar, I tried my best to open my eyes and look in. Although I could not see clearly, I seemed to be able to confirm that they were not zombies, and then looked back. The people who chased me seemed to be standing under the tree and not chasing them. Because the bar has lights.
I felt safe for the time being, so I quickly took a breath. After panting for a few seconds, I began to shout "help" in a faint voice, but for a long time no one answered me, and no one in the bar wanted to save me. I just stood there and continued to shout "help" with a faint business, and I remember hearing the people inside say, "No,No."
At that time, I was in a semi-coma, do not remember how long I begged on the ground, or no one saved me.
I wanted to stand up, struggled for a long time to stand up, do not know how to close my eyes, a smear in front of my eyes, and then feel my upper body dangling back and forth, "bang", I fell to the ground, fainted.
I remember that before I fell to the ground, the subconscious mind seemed to say to myself, "shit, I'm going to faint." it was really amazing. In the moment I fainted, I would realize that I was going to faint. Just like some people say, the moment of death, in fact, is conscious, can feel that they are going to die.
I fell to the ground with my head back. Fortunately, the financial fans carried the computer in the bag, which was the first place for the bag. Otherwise, my head would have fallen to the ground first, and I would have really finished playing with it.
I felt dizzy for a few seconds. I heard someone shouting to me, "R u Ok? R u ok?." it was the owner and two men standing next to me. I sat up and said, "Im ok."
Only then did I realize that my mouth was not very sharp, as if it were not my mouth, my tongue was not working, and I was slow to speak like I was drunk.
They went on to ask, "drunk? (drunk?) drugs?" I shook my head and said someone was trying to kill me. They gave me a bottle of water, asked me to sit in the bar and called an ambulance for me.
They asked me, can you stand up on my own?
I said, yes.
When they got up, they asked me, can I walk in by myself?
I said, yes.
I struggled in, bumped people's stool upside down, and finally sat down. I was basically awake, too.
At this moment, suddenly, I found several people who had just been chasing me passing by the door of the bar. I immediately stood up, knocked down all the stools next to me, and subconsciously held my hand bag in front of my chest, shaking all over my body.
In fact, it was when they passed the door that I looked roughly vaguely at their faces, Asian faces. How do I recognize them, one is because of the red sweater, the other is the feeling.
Later, those people passed back and forth at the door of the bar. When they passed by, they looked me with their eyes. I guess they wanted to see what happened to me.
Every time they pass by, I will subconsciously stand up, raise the things at hand, the body can not help shaking. That's really fear, instinctive fear.
It wasn't long before, I don't know if it was the boss or who. Anyway, a bald man sat in the inside of the door with a big gun, facing the outside at the mouth of the gun, that is, the violence gun in the CS game. It felt so cool.
Here is a detail. While sitting in the bar, once, two people passed by the door. I thought it was the man who was chasing me. Once again, I instinctively stood up to do defensive work, but the owner said, "No worries,they are good people,they are." . . "No relationship, they're good people, who they are and who they are (the two names don't remember)." No, no, no. "I am very impressed with this sentence from the boss.
So, from the bald uncle out of the gun, to the owner can recognize the good and the bad. I think they should know something. However, she advised me not to call the police.
The ambulance was so slow that it felt like waiting for an hour. Thank you very much to some of the big men inside, obviously have finished drinking, in order to protect me, just wait for the ambulance to come.
When I got to the hospital, probably because of my complicated physical signs, 7.8 doctors took turns to check me out, including a psychiatrist.
At that time, I had a fever, dizziness and headache, stomachache, stomach distension, sweating, trembling all over, I could not see clearly, I could not see things slowly, and I could not stand and walk steadily. From time to time, he said, "someone poisoned me, someone tried to kill me." ha. It's really funny.
My whole body, including my hands, has been shaking, and I really can't control it. The doctor gave me an infusion, gave me some medicine, I fell asleep, almost half an hour after I woke up, I slowly feel much better.
All kinds of blood tests, urine tests, I feel that my bed has been pushed around, tossing around all night. In addition to fever, the indicators also tend to be stable.
After 8: 00 in the morning, I walked out of the hospital weakly. The sun shone on his face and took a deep breath. That's nice. It seems to be back in the familiar world.
Later, when I went to Medical Centre with the hospital's preliminary diagnosis and waited for the results of all kinds of tests to be confirmed, I asked the doctor's secretary and said, $700, I said thank you.
So, the preliminary diagnosis was that: Unintentional Drugs Ingestion (mistakenly took drug), as the end of the event.
Until today, I don't know what was going on that day.
I don't know where I took the poison? How did you take it? Why poison me? What happened while I was in a coma? Why is the door open? Wait a minute.
At first, every problem was trying to figure out, but then it didn't seem to matter.
That night, after waking up in the hospital, I reacted, one was to go home right away, the other was to call the police to arrest the bad guys. Clenched your fists and vowed to look like you were clenching your fists.
But the next morning, when I walked out of the hospital, the sun shone on my face, the air was so fresh, and the busy people around me were so beautiful. I just change the idea. If you don't go home, there's nothing to be afraid of. It's no use if you don't call the police, there's no evidence. I don't want to waste my time on bad things.
Say something about your feelings.
I think I'm great. At that time, you can stay awake and have a firm will. I don't know what happens if I don't run? Maybe nothing, maybe I'm not here long ago, I don't know.
All I know is that when people face death, their instinctive desire to survive will be so strong.
Most precious, from realizing that I had been killed, to running out madly for help, and when I fell asleep in the hospital, I thought from time to time, "you TMD can't die. You TMD are going back to see your parents." "it's really like a movie. In reality, I would say that kind of thing.
It turns out that people can really be too weak to stand up. It turned out that it felt like that when I fainted. It turned out that fear was like that. . . Quite a few times for the first time. It's very interesting.
Now, there is no problem in the body, and there is probably no problem psychologically.
Recently, in the experience of delivery, every time you get the order, you will subconsciously see if it is in the Hurstville area. Cycling in that dark two rows of house and two rows of trees at night is still a little scared.
I know, the more afraid, the more should face, can not avoid, tough face, slowly not afraid. I know myself, and it won't be long before I get out of such a small shadow.
Be grateful for everything about life.
13 / 15 / 16 / 20 May 2019 Sydney, Australia