He named himself "away from the dust", away from the world, from the county to the village, he bluntly said "not used to the relationship in the city."
"I don't take pictures of dolls without clothes, and no one else can."
One time and his son took the doll to the street, passers-by rushed to squeeze the doll's chest, the son was so angry that he wanted to fight with people on the spot: "how rude!"
"every day at home, alone in the dark room, for a long time, no one can speak." I know loneliness, but I can't change solitude.
"she can extend her life indefinitely. Something bad, a new body. As long as the head is the same, she is the same as her. "
"next, I'm going to take her around China."
"son of a bitch" is away from uncle
Before the silicone puppet, they were a group of lonely people, but also a group of people afraid of loneliness.
Yu Zhenguo, 60, has spent more than 100, 000 over the past few years buying back nine silicone dolls, dressing them up, talking to them about their anger, but never "crossing the Thunder Pool."
Taobao, 35 years younger than Yu Zhenguo, also lived with a silicone doll for many years. To her, this doll is like an updated version of a doll as a child. She doesn't care about mundane eyes, just to satisfy her inner desires.
Some say such a life is the ultimate solitude, but at least Yu Zhenguo disagrees. He says it's not hard to find a girlfriend, but he likes to be with the dolls.
It was, however, difficult for outsiders to understand them-the dolls with no expression, after all, silent and restless.
Sixty-year-old man and nine dolls
Yu Zhenguo is 60 years old. Many people have grandchildren at this age. And he, with 9 silicone dolls living alone in Guiyang Mountain.
He named himself "away from the dust", "away from the world, escape from vulgarity"; he moved from the county to the village, saying, "not accustomed to the relationship in the city."
Guizhou Huishui, from the provincial capital Guiyang 80 km, mountain city. This is Yu Zhenguo's hometown. Yu Zhenguo in Huishui has a three-storey 500 square meters house, the foot is clear Lian Jiang.
Many years ago, Yu Zhenguo and his wife divorced and began a freer life. However, accustomed to the bouquet of flowers, Yu Zhenguo hopes to live beyond a bit. Especially when he broke up with his last girlfriend at the age of 55, he didn't have a lot of heart to give emotionally.
Now my son has grown up and works in Guangdong. The big house became empty, with only nieces visiting occasionally on weekends.
They saw silicone dolls for the first time in Beijing before they broke up with their girlfriends.
Yu Zhenguo thinks the doll is beautiful and lovely. Despite the high price of Japanese production, Yu bought his first doll back in May 2014.
Yu Zhenguo now owns nine silicone dolls, five of which he bought by himself and four entrusted to him by his friends for marriage.
These dolls in Yu Zhenguo's home, wearing different styles of clothes, standing and lying down, posture is different. Yu Zhenguo named every doll. Among them, Lesser Snow is his favorite.
As his first puppet, "Lesser Snow" enjoys special treatment at home. Other dolls usually sleep in the boudoir, and only Lesser Snow can occupy the sofa in the living room and watch TV with Yu Zhenguo.
Yu Zhenguo has a 14-year-old niece, Xiao Yi. Affected by Yu Zhenguo, she also has a silicone doll. They slept together at night, covered a quilt, and changed their clothes to each other.
She learned to dress up dolls and even plan her future career: opening a shop in Taobao and designing clothes of perfect size for dolls.
Yu loves to think that in addition to transforming the doll's bones and joints so that they can support the body and move flexibly, he also designs clothes for the doll.
In Yu Zhenguo's home, there are nearly 200 sets of clothes hanging in the boudoir specially set up for dolls.
Yu Zhenguo loved photography. He took numerous photos of the dolls and posted them on the Internet.
Shooting the scene is actually a very tiring thing: 1.32 meters tall Lesser Snow, weighing nearly 60 jin, moving like "a drunk girl."
But Yu Zhenguo enjoyed such a process, for him, it was his own life.
The combination of nine silicone dolls and a 60-year-old is always imaginative.
More than one person said he was "freak," and he was teased as a "ghost father" by netizens after the doll was reported by the media. Yu Zhenguo's ex-wife also called his son when he saw the report: "your father is so freak, don't follow him."
But Yu Zhenguo disagreed, he said he had never thought of having sex with the doll.
"they are all photographed models."
He even likened the puppet to his own daughter.
"most baby friends like dolls because they have been hurt." Yu Zhenguo said. Although he's 60, Yu says he's not desperate for love, but he's better off.
After divorce with his ex-wife, Yu Zhenguo has also been looking for several girlfriends one after another, no shortage of young and beautiful, but no illness.
It was true to him that the doll had given him company.
When he drove out for a long distance, he liked to put Lesser Snow on the side of the car. "it was like having someone to accompany him, so he was at ease."
Lesser Snow will always be at home waiting for him, even if relatively silent is also happy: "Dolls born will not lie, and will not betray me."
More perfect "people."
At the factory in Zhongshan, Guangzhou, there are one or two hundred dolls a month circulating online and sent across the country via Taobao.
Almost all stores selling silicone dolls have a porn nature. After the rise of internet e-commerce, online trading can often avoid the embarrassment of different eyes, in the domestic market, the volume of silicone dolls on Taobao is much larger than offline.
Excluding the meaning of sexual products, silicone dolls have a large portion of the market share in the spirit of the need.
Accompany alone, let this industry extend in contemporary society. China is now the world's largest producer of silicone dolls.
Behind the silicone doll is a deep social illness-the loneliness of the urban population.
From the early inflatable dolls, with the evolution of technology to silica gel, and even the market has appeared body temperature and sound simulation dolls, driven by great emotional needs and market stimuli, the near future may also be a highly human-like AI companion robot.
So far, Chinese adult toys account for 80% of the world's total.
Behind this vast amount of data may be a profile of the ultimate solitude of mankind.
There are no two identical dolls in the world, and even the same makeup artist embellishes the dolls with different colors because of their sudden good mood.
It is true that these dolls will be given the personality, and personalization and differentiation with the development of technology, but they will still have one thing in common-more perfect.
A more perfect face, body, or even character, is the vision of human creation.
In fact, silicone doll enthusiasts, have formed their own huge circle. Quadratic, social barriers and even the departure of a lover can all be motivating to choose a puppet, and the most frequently mentioned is "loneliness."
Emotional comfort is often more important than everything.
Changed her body or her?
In 2015, 25-year-old Sheng you, the game explained that Taobao ordered a doll online, named Sweet Cat.
Unlike Yu Zhenguo, she doesn't need so many dolls, one is enough. Her motive was also simple, because she had dreamed of opening the door when she was very young, and a doll her size was sitting at the table waiting for her to watch TV together.
This dream, Taobao for many years. Until she saw the silicone doll online, she felt the puppet fit so well with her childhood dreams.
"every day at home, alone in the house, for a long time, there is no one to talk to." I know loneliness, but I can't change solitude.
And when she had the doll, she no longer felt that way.
Yu Zhenguo regards 9 dolls as daughters, and Taobao also regards dolls as daughters.
With "daughter", the feeling of "home" will be strong.
Pushing open the door, the daughter sat in the living room, very naturally said hello to her, a hug and a kiss, the whole ceremony completed, she felt "home."
She immersed herself in being a mother.
Taobao has a baby cart that is used to take dolls out to play. Travel, go to restaurants, swim, soak hot springs, watch exhibitions, and even walk cats and dogs together.
She buys mother-and-daughter clothes, dolls, sets of her own, or clothes for two.
On the day the doll arrived home, Taobao opened a special Weibo account for it. Since then, Taobao has recorded his life with the doll on Weibo. "I hope she has a soul, she is a real person; I have to set her character, people to interact in order to have a fresh and vivid image." -.
Taobao once sat with her doll twice, train. When you pass the security check, you go to the gate instead of the conveyor belt; the worker sweeps the doll carefully with a scanning gun and gives it a way.
"maybe it's how I feel about her. I don't think she's an object." Their dolls were accepted by strangers, and Taobao felt that he had been understood.
Do sound excellent, game explanation, often face public opinion pressure, work, life inevitably produces negative emotion, she can only completely pour out to the doll.
Although there is no response, "but the mood will be very good."
From 2015 to 2018, Taobao's puppet changed her body twice.
"one of the meanings of her being is that she can extend life infinitely. When there's something wrong with her, get a new body. As long as the head is the same, she's the one she is. "
Silicone dolls bring different lives to Yu Zhenguo and Taobao, but they also know that there are things that dolls can't give anyway.
Like birthday cake every year, Yu Zhenguo always ate it together with his son. The dolls who celebrate their birthdays always have no expression on their faces.
Loneliness always comes easily, but it's hard to go-you think you're dealing with loneliness, but it's possible that you're getting deeper and deeper in loneliness.