Forgive my father, never give you, grow up hug.
You have always been proud of me, but I am not proud of you.
"the man in the world who loves me the most."
Three years ago, Dad sent her daughter, who had just gone abroad to Melbourne, to every place she could travel in the future.
Three years later, Melbourne was as beautiful as ever, and the girl's father, who had gone to heaven far away, would never come back.
In 2011, the girl started her career as a foreign student,
Her father, unable to rest assured of her, followed her to the exotic city, and to her daughter, who was about to live alone, had many words to say.
The father, who went abroad for the first time, saw everything as new as a child. He walked through his daughter's school, his daughter's dormitory, and even the bus stop through which his daughter had to go to school. He called it "exploring the way" for his daughter.
When he got home, he sent the photos to his daughter excitedly. He said the trip was unforgettable and told her to study hard and not to play around because he wasn't around.
What he did not say was that he was so proud of his daughter, who was able to walk out of his hometown and into a world-famous university.
There was hardly any sign. His father was caught up in illness, and even the doctor informed him that he was dying soon. In order not to let his daughter delay his study, he had been hiding from her daughter, saying to her, "I'm fine," Melbourne's life is colorful. The daughter did not notice that on the other end of the phone, father's voice was getting weaker and weaker day by day.
Dad has been away for three years, but looking at the photos he took in Melbourne, his daughter always felt as if he were around him, in every corner of his life.
Every time her daughter walked by the places where his father had been, his voice and smile always appeared in front of his eyes.
"come and take a picture of your father, girl!"
Dad smiled and handed the camera into his hand.
Every time I think of this, my daughter's eyes are moist.
The daughter decided to go back to every place where her father had been and take the same picture.
She wanted to say to the father of heaven, "I miss you very much."
Melbourne is also that Melbourne, but, in the familiar city, can no longer find the person who loves me most.
The girl always thinks, if at that time, can take a few more photos for the father good;
If at that time, compared to new friends, can more talk with dad, it would be better;
If, at that time, take a picture of your father, be patient.
But ah, time can not turn back, those "if", become forever regret.
"I have a very good life, in this beautiful city, I will eat on time, I can take care of myself, study hard, do not enjoy playing."
There is an old saying in China: children want to be nurtured but not loved.
Don't wait until you lose before you regret it.
"the man in the world who loves me the most."
He is not a handsome young boy, does not speak sweet romantic words, he is only in the simplest way, clumsily in love with you.
He won't let you hear the choking voice on the other end of the phone, he won't let you see his tears in the corner of his eyes, even if he is overstretched at home, he can't even say a "no" word to you, and this is your father. In this world, you will never betray your man.